Do you think your feelings? Are you in the habit of ‘thinking’ your feelings?
How would know if you did? Are you aware of the difference between thinking them and actually feeling them? There was a time when I was so adept at thinking my feelings that I actually believed I was feeling them. I had no idea that you could actually 'think' your feelings until the process of deep embodiment began.
An uncharted level of resistance deep inside required that I allow my awareness to penetrate my form and rest untouched and unconditional within me. Deep into my being, I traveled through my body bringing with me, as much of my conscious awareness as I possibly could, knowing I did not go alone.
The first tugs on my heart began. And I was aware then that I had reached a place within, a place that had never been seen or felt. As I got closer I noticed that it became more difficult to stay present. So I asked for more help and at that moment what had previously been held by the resistance, opened wide and the true depth of feeling was allowed its freedom.
The emotion and stretching of the heart was so vast, I had no idea where all this grief and sadness came from. I witnessed my need to understand and be conscious and in the giving up of that as well, I had access now to an even deeper part of my being. This was a place that held the wordless truth. I knew now what true unbridled feeling was and how when fully allowed, freely expressed, provides the direct experience of your own invulnerability. This is Divine strength. The light and love could not be held back any longer. I now understood what a shift in consciousness truly meant. The experience of the truth was alive inside me. There was nothing conceptual about this knowing; it is lived and therefore ultimate, not to be bypassed or diluted ever. Plain and simple…I was the Truth. And what's more, I could by choice become as intimate as I wanted to with this Truth just by being willing to receive and directly experience the deeper places of my being.
Fearless embodiment does not mean that fear is not present; rather in the face of that fear; you know you are one with Spirit. And here you are held as you trust that you can meet these places within and allow the love that leads to the truth.
I recognized the difference between consciously witnessing emotion while feeling it all as opposed to the unconscious loop of emotion that can hold you under and deliver you nowhere. I saw that my awareness was this 'Power' and it could be directed through the heart for the greater and continued unfolding of my 'Being'. The love that greeted these parts had always been with me and my willingness to 'show up' resulted in a direct experience of Truth.
I saw that the degree to which I willingly met myself with conscious awareness, determined the level at which unconscious pain was transmuted. Through this alchemical transmutation within my awareness firstly and secondly through my form, my unlimited essence streamed forth to rest in its rightful place. It merged with present awareness on the physical plane. I recognized that each step of embodiment strengthened Divine connection and empowered my Being in ways unimaginable.
In truth it was seen that embodiment brings us into alignment with the universal heart and the many multidimensional aspects far beyond the personality. Through this process we are lovingly secured in the center of our own Being; recognizing truth from within rather than existing on life’s outer surface. Embodiment allows us to consciously bring Spirit into every aspect and into every moment of our life. Informing us through the heart rather than the ego, providing us with truth rather than illusion. The power of love, the power of pure awareness and the truth that we are - all of it is gently revealed as we consciously bring Heaven to Earth.